[DubaiSis]

I'm assuming you pledged recently? You have the no unicorns pooping rainbows blues. You expected everyone to love you and every moment to be this amazing, loving, all-embracing experience, and it's not.

It's always possible that you won out over another girl during member selection and there are 1 or 2 members who are bitter. But you absolutely positively wouldn't have been taken just because you're a legacy so don't fret over that. And you're not going to know about that back-room politics, or at least you shouldn't. Girls got kept, girls got cut. That's just how it goes.

Chin up, work at making friends, be as nice and helpful as you can be, and that's all you can do. If you feel like you're being shut out by some people, do talk to your new member educator, the president, your big, someone. If it's just that you were expecting rose petals at your feet every time you walked through the front door, well, that's the no unicorns pooping rainbows blues.