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sorry I’ve dragged this out! I’ve been super busy but lets wrap this up here!

Pref night!
So I go to my meeting spot and I receive my list only to find these two houses on the list:
Sagittarius
Libra


Aries totally dropped me! Needless to say I was devastated, but then I realized that I’ve loved Sagittarius from day 1 so I was still pretty pumped. I did NOT want to go back to Libra b/c I knew it just wouldn’t be good.

So I head on over to Sagittarius and am ushered back to a very dark room. I assumed it was ritual stuff and yes…I was right! I sit down and listen to a few of the girls that tell why they enjoy their sorority and I really got to connect with one of the girls stories. It was really refreshing and was a good start to the evening. After the sisters told their separate stories, I was paired up with the sister I met at the door and we go up to her room to have a chat. When we get to her room she goes on to tell me she’s heard a lot about me and that she had a card waiting for me that had quick little messages from the girls I’d met earlier that week. It was soooo nice! I really connected with the girl I was paired up with and I really didn’t want to leave. That hour went by way too fast!

Right after house one, I head to my last house of the day which is Libra. I keep an open mind and arrive with a smile on my face. I stood in my lines position outside of the house and anxiously waited to go inside to see how the night would be. The girls file outside of the house and then I get paired up with a sister that I haven’t seen that week. She seemed nice and we immediately go inside and go to her room to talk a little bit. She asked me a few generic questions and every time I spoke she would look off in the distance…she just seemed so disinterested in what I was saying. I also practically had to steer the conversation at one point. After about 30 min. or so, we head downstairs to embark on the ritual stuff and I learn a bit more about the other sisters reason for joining their sorority. They got really emotional and started crying. I really felt like they had this strong bond that I just could not connect with. After the ritual it was time to leave and I ran to my meeting spot to fill out my pref card.

At the meeting spot I was really faced with the decision to suicide but I chose not to. Needless to say my card looked like this:

1st Sagittarius
2nd Libra