[utaustin]

I'd like to start this by saying:

I worked as hard as I could to be the best possible PNM. The only thing that was missing was that I wasn't a legacy, which I couldn't help.

Please don't tell me things like - oh, there's spirit groups - because I've heard that enough. I just don't know what to do. I worked so hard and went through absolute hell this week, but was cut right before Bid Day.

I feel visibly sick. What are the chances of me getting a snap bid? I heard about it from my roommate, who's a sophomore (I am a freshman). Does that even happen?

There are a lot of girls this year withdrawing because they didn't get their first choice, and hopefully a lot will suicide. (That sounds so mean. I just...ugh. It's okay, I'll be fine.)