If you are initiated into a NPC sorority re-rushing is not an option.
I am sorry you haven't had a better experience. However, you cannot unring that bell. Your best bet now is to stop playing the "What if. . ." game, and do your best to be active in your chapter and try to bond with a few sisters. It may be that after you graduate you will find a terrific alumnae chapter.
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Gamma Phi Beta
Courtesy is owed, respect is earned, love is given.
Proud daughter AND mother of a Gamma Phi. 3 generations of love, labor, learning and loyalty.
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