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First piece of advice: continue speaking to your psychologist. Something such as sexual assault is very tough to go through, and most people don't quite have the ability to talk it through with you properly. That's why they exist in the first place.
I'd also suggest that you talk with someone higher up in your sorority -- perhaps, the president. Based on your description, it seems like most people in your sorority don't truly understand what you're going through, and your new member educator, who probably handled such an incident before, doesn't know the proper way to handle the situation.
As for having a close group of friends: the bonding is not magic; you have to make it happen. Your sorority only provides a framework that strongly facilitates the bonding, but at the very end, making true friends is still a mutual process that requires effort on all parties.
It's really regrettable that you had to face such an incident, and more so that your sisters weren't able to provide the level of support you expect when you needed them. However, I will leave you with one last question to ask yourself: will you actually be in a better position if you dropped?
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