HC I gotta vent my insecurities to y'all?
HC I hate to think of myself as being an insecure person, but DANG it is coming out of me lately?
HC here is the deal?
HC my boyfriend has issues?
HC this is the first relationship he has had in six years?
HC his last girlfriend MESSED HIM UP.. like for real?
HC I'm not sure what she did to him, but it had to be really bad?
HC he is from the Bahamas?
HC you will need to know this in a minute?
HC I've seen pictures of the girl and she's not all that cute?
HC he tells me all the time that he is over her and only loves me?
HC I believe him, and everything was WONDERFUL until last weekend?
HC Friday night/Saturday morning we were doing that laying-in-the-bed-hand-holding-talking-about-nothing kinda thing?
HC this jigga randomly mentioned that the ex-girlfriend had been in the freaking
MISS UNIVERSE pageant the Friday before?
HC my mouth dropped from here to Mexico?
HC this chick was Miss Bahamas?
HC my self-esteem plummeted about 37842789 feet?
HC I think I'm cute

, but I will NEVER be somebody's Miss America?
HC he doesn't understand why I feel the way I do?
HC if my ex was "Mr. Muscleman 2002" please believe he would feel the same?
HC somebody, ANYBODY make me feel better????