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I completed! I went to the two preferences that I was invited to.
The first one I went to was Atlanta. It was a beautiful event, and many girls were in tears. While I could certainly appreciate the ceremony, and I could see how much these girls loved their sorority and their sisterhood, it confirmed that this was not the place for me.
Right after, I went to Beverly Hills' preference. I had liked these girls all week but at pref, I fell absolutely in love with them. I shed a few tears during the proceedings. I was so sure that this was where I belonged that when a sister asked what I thought about everything, I told her straight out that this confirmed to me that Beverly Hills was where I wanted to be.
I went to my recruitment counselor afterwards and suicided Beverly Hills. This was not something I EVER imagined myself doing and I definitely wouldn't encourage other PNMs to do it (a really good friend of mine at another college had gone through recruitment, suicided and didn't get a bid and was absolutely crushed), but I knew I wouldn't be happy in Atlanta, as great as they were. My recruitment counselor made sure I understood what I was doing, and then I went back to my room and barely slept all night!
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