oh well I dunno if i should post a new topic for this but yeah, the greek man (Sammy) that i mentioned in my previous post in this topic? well we broke up *sob*.rather, he broke up with me. it only seemed like it was yesterday he got down on one knee and sang the Sammys sweetheart song, and I think I was hoping that this was all only a bad dream but it's reality...he felt that the feelings weren't mutual anymore and that his feelings for me weren't as strong as mine for him now. i mean, i dated other guys but this greek guy has been the first and only guy i had an actual relationship with and although rightnow I am totally lost and lonely, (like a part of me died)all i can say is it was a beautiful six months and not once did we get to an argument and like you fellow greek women's men, understood my obligations to my organization. im just glad that in many ways he has been a part of my life and was able to touch it unlike other guys. no one can take away the memories we've had, from the formals to parties, to phone calls and even just holding hands while driving around. well, he made it clear he wanted to still remain friends so i guess that's good *tries to smile*...although i know he's always been a great and nice guy, i know his fraternity has a big role in shaping the mature and caring man he is now. He will always be my friend and vice versa, and Im glad we're still gonna be a part of each other's lives. I could only thank him for everything that we shared not only in the during the relationship but our friendship beforehand. Right now fellow Greek sisters I'm just in mourning and crying out of loneliness, emptiness and pain. If any of you guys have any advice on how to get over breakups, please email me at princess_chunli@hotmail.com. I would really appreciate it how you guys were able to move on...coz right now im just having a hard time dealing with it, even though i know it could be worse (at least he still wants to be friends)this guy is my first love and first boyfriend and so i have no previous experience with heartbreak....
p.s. one thing im afraid of though...is the fact that since he's not mine anymore and when he comes back to school he'd be going to mixers and stuff, meet new people, and ill be doing the same thing, and i might even be jealous of the girls that he meets..coz i don't think im gonna be social in parties for awhile when i get back to school.
If you guys can really email me it would help a lot. thanks for reading my long post.
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