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Your issue is a perfect example of why we keep saying that recruitment is NOT real life. Where it really bugs us old broads is in PNMs worrying about this or that tier chapter. Once recruitment is over, that status level is completely moot. The other part of it is this unrealistic, Disney-like, unicorns pooping rainbows world where everyone is happy and cheering and dressed perfectly all the time. These women will become your friends, but that magic bubble is gone. These beautiful perfect women will have PMS and acne and boyfriend problems. And you're not going to like some of them. In fact, you will very likely DESPISE a few of them. But the good will outweigh the bad if you work at it, at least a little. Give it time, go out of your way to make friends with your new sisters, and things will get better.
And by the way, I think a lot of women go through the same thing getting married and having babies. They get so geared up for the big event, that it's a real let-down when it's over and you go back to your normal life, albeit with a new person in it. It's normal, and you're fine.
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