[FSUZeta]

"Just because you and I have been initiated and know all of the rituals/secrets, etc. doesn't make us Zetas. It's something to work toward, I believe. It's about following our creed each and every day, holding ourselves to higher standards, and growing as people in this exciting time called "college"" Gatorbaby

you may be newly initiated, but you are wise beyond your years, sister!

blingqueen, please heed the advice everyone has shared in your thread. please understand that two of the posters are men and several of the other posters are members in other sororities, so is not just a solitary situation that you are experiencing in zta. in fact, there have been several threads in previous years where new members or newly initiated members have the exact same feelings you do. those feelings can extend to new alumnae too, especially if the new alumna moves to a different part of the country.

sign up to serve on a committee, help out when you see a need, really put yourself out there. talk to your big sister, a pc member or someone whom you do feel a connection to. participate in the "race for the cure" and other breast cancer events your chapter holds-it will help you to feel that you are helping in the fight, and in turn, championing the fight for your grandmother. prayers that she wins her fight!