I have gone through rush and initiation into Zeta at my campus. However, I have not really felt a connection to any of the girls there....there was no spark during initiation...there was no one trying to connect to their new and confused sister...and there has been no one there to reach out and say "why havent you been involved?" I feel as if they don't care, and maybe I've been a little lacking on my part as well. But, it's not that I don't feel a connection with the fraternity itself, and what it stands for...and everything about it! But, I guess it hasn't really been working out for me. Because of this I am almost on the verge of financial expulsion...1. because I simply don't have the money and 2. because I haven't been involved enough to be aware. I want to pay and maybe stay in it only because I would want to transfer schools eventually and become a Zeta on a different campus. What do yall think? This has been stressing me out for months now, and now I'm running short on time due to financial expulsion....(I would rather take the expulsion if it's not going to work out because I don't have the money, but if I could manage to make this work on my current campus/another campus I'm willing to scrape the money together)
thank you so much,
ZLAM!
ps-this is also a hard decision due to the fact my grandmother was just diagnosed with breat cancer...