Thank you all for your words of advice. I did have rec letters for about 3/4 of the houses, but the thing is, so does everyone else. And about half of the girls in my rush group were at least a legacy to one sorority, if not double and triple legacies.
I spoke with my sister about all of this, and she jokingly told me I was going through a mid-college crisis, and that things would work out for me. Y'all are reiterating that, so I'm much more comfortable with my decision. I sometimes just get caught up in the could've/should've/would've scenarios, and I need to learn to better redirect my thoughts to the positive. I guess I just got to thinking "what if I did this..." but after really considering it, I don't think it would be the best life decision for me.
And definitely agree with AZTheta, LadyLonghorn's post should be saved because I know I'm not the only one who has gone through this, and the way she put things really made me feel better.
Thanks again everybody
