My mother died. Two years later my husband died. I sold my house a year after my husband's death and bought a small farm and a tractor in another county to be near my daughter. My brother, the contractor, built me a new house and this summer I became a grandmother. I think I must have lost at least 5 years of my life due to sadness and stress. On a positive note,the last few months have been better. Although, I will always feel the loss of my husband, the farm is beautiful and peaceful and the grandbaby is wonderful.
