I'm so sorry it didn't work out better for you. However, there may well be COB opportunities coming, so be very careful to not say anything negative about ANY of the chapters on campus. The girls do know each other and word gets around.
Talk again with your rush counselor now that maybe you can actually hear what she's saying (I totally understand your blur of empty words) and ask about COB. And, as I've said to others, start thinking right away about where you CAN get involved so you can start the healing process. Best of luck to you!
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