[AOII Angel]

Obsessing about this for a year is pointless. Where has it gotten you? You missed the opportunity to be in a sorority because of it. Nothing anyone tells you will solve this mystery. Will it make you feel better if someone tells you that by telling them you were torn that they decided to put more of a sure thing on their first bid list? Will it make you feel better if your comments made no difference, and they just didn't really like you that much? I doubt it. None of these explanations will make the reality hurt less, but at some point you have to put the past behind you and move on. Going through recruitment again at UF is an uphill battle, but try to go out and get involved on campus and make your college experience worth something more than regrets.