You messed up by not taking your second choice. You claimed to love them. Why wouldn't you pledge there? Instead of crying yourself to sleep for weeks, you would have formed bonds with your pledge sisters and likely would never regretted the choice to pledge #2.
As for what your preffer thought...none of us here can speculate on that. Seriously, almost a year later and you're still dwelling on it? Time to move on.
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