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I feel this is something you have to work through "inside" yourself. Sure, some people will say you made a huge mistake and yet others may say you were just being honest. You were probably caught up in the whole emotional aspect of recruitment and it can be tough. You just shared your feelings.
I don't think you should beat yourself up over it. What if that isn't the reason why you did not receive a bid? Truth is you will never know the answer.
Are you happy where you are now? You just can't live with regret the next few years. Somehow you just need to find peace with what happened. If I were you I would not miss out on any of the amazing times you should be having.
Do keep in mind you were fortunate to receive a bid at a house you liked a great deal. Many women go through the process and are not that fortunate.
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