[luvdrunk]

Originally Posted by MysticCat

This. And I'd suggest that luvdrunk and you delete the explanation. Even that is too much information for anyone who might be familiar with the situation.

Done!

I realized that after I posted it that I shouldn't justify myself. I remember in counseling sessions I would always try to justify/rationalize everything. My counselor also told me that not everything needs to be (ex: in this case my ex’s behaviors are not my fault nothing I could think of can justify/rationalize that).

Thanks for all the prayers and support. My first cousins (of which there are 12 on one side!) have been greatly supportive as well. They did an amzing job distracting me and letting me vent. I'm an only child so it feels like I have 11 (long story) great siblings!

I hope that if another young lady goes through the same situation I have gone through (am going through) she has the support and prayers of friends, family, sisters, and random people just like I have. It's almost impossible to break free on your own unless you have someone to tell you that it'll be OK, this person isn't worth it, they aren't going to change etc. I didn't know HOW to start to break it off, I came and asked and was helped greatly!
Thanks,

LD