Very interesting! thank you.

In the beginning when you two would be communicating, what kept you going about him? I mean if you didn't know how he felt, and all he said when you told him how you felt was "awww, thank you," with no reciprocation then how did you know he cared ever? You said you would get offended.

Isn't it tiring to keep expressing your care, but with none in return? I'm patient of course, but sometimes it just seems not worth it if you are the one looking for love and have been in situations like this before ei) bad breakups, relationships, etc in the past.

One other thing, if you were gone for a time in the beginning, away from him, did he ever express he missed you at all when you came back? Or was it just a one way street relationship for a very long time?

Just trying to understand this. Thanks so much!