[IrishLake]

Oh - here's another kick to the nuts. Bid day, I ran to the Theta's. I noticed lots of older girls going over to other chapters and congratulating their new members. So I thought Monica and her one other friend might do the same for me. NOPE. I made eye contact with both of them, gave a smile and and apologetic shrug, and the both turned around and gave me the cold shoulder. I was shocked. I later asked Ann about it, and I guess it was because Monica was SO sure I would be a Zeta, she was very hurt that I wasn't. But for the remained of our college years, Monica and I could pass each other on campus, and she wouldnt look me in the eye. It was sad.