yeah, i suppose that is exactly the reason. I didn't feel like i fit in with the group of girls, so i didn't want to pay thousands of dollars to be in an organization that I thought wasn't for me. Actually, I didn't want my parents to have to pay for it, if I decide to go through rush again and pledge a sorority I told my parents that I would pay for myself. I think thats one of the main reasons why i decided not to do it this year-I didn't want my parents to pay for something they knew I didn't completely love.
I know going into rush as a junior will put me at a disadvantage, but i met a few juniors last year during rush that did get into houses. And honestly I have an open mind going into it. There is not a particular house that i'm looking at, they are all different and all respectable in their own ways. I just want to give it another chance because I don't want to regret not doing it. I'll get recs, stay involved, keep my grades up, dress classy, stay optimistic and hope that one sorority will realize that i will make a great sister.
