[Smile_Awhile]

You guys know those times, when you want to love your organization, but you are just having issues? I'm there now.

I love all that AXO stands for. I love my sisters. I put a LOT of time into my chapter, I attend every event that doesn't directly conflict with anything that involves my future (i.e. auditions, classes), and that is the vast majority of events. But I'm not getting anything back from it right now. And as selfish as that sounds, it's really hard to be excited about wearing my letters and living my ritual when I'm not feeling others reciprocating and giving back too.

So... what do you do? What kept you going even on those hard days?