Sorry, but no one has all of these tragic circumstances, negative reactions from other people, and supposed persecution happen unless they have actually done some things to deserve them. Either you're not telling the whole story on purpose or are refusing to recognize and take responsibility for your personality causing all of these problems. There. I said what lots of other people are thinking. Look inward, because all this stuff that happens to you is not circumstantial. That's obvious just from your posts here.
The End.