[livelaughluv]

Well. I have a disappointing ending. When I got my schedule today I had
Alice
Mulan
Sleeping Beauty
Needless to say, i was devastated and broke down crying as all 7 of my favorite chapters had been cut in this process. I wanted to withdraw this morning but my greek ambassador told me to go to the entertainment round skits (I'm not supposed to know her affiliation, but I know she's in Mulan). I went, because I've read stories on here about people magically falling in love with a chapter and realizing that it's absolutely for them, but this didn't happen tonight even though I tried really hard. Yes the themes were cute, but I didn't feel the click or the connection with any of them. I filled out my p-card (even though max was 5 and I couldn't rank), but on the way to fill it out I heard the ends of door chants from the chapters I was cut from that I felt such a connection with, and I knew that if I joined one of my remaining chapters, I would never be completely happy, as closed-minded as that may sound. It's not even about reputation or necessarily conversations, just the feel I got from each house, and none felt quite right the way some like Pocahontas did. So now i'm extremely upset and it was a difficult decision to make, but after filling out my p-card I chose to withdraw from recruitment and I will proably try informal in the fall or formal again next spring. Not quite the ending I expected