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1. stubborn (taurus).. if I “think” I know something I will argue til I die. Don’t bother to ask me to see your side… I’m too caught up telling you my opinions to listen. Believe it or not, I’m getting better. I can actually say when I’m wrong now however still with the smart a$$ look on my face (working on that too).
2. I’m always on some freaking diet. I get on the scale every day and then commence to lie to myself about what I’m not gonna eating today. It only takes 3-4 hrs before I’m eating cake or some snack from the machine. Why?
3a. I need anger management. I’m cool and laid back til I get pissed off. I can only compare it to a pressure cooker with no release valve. I’ve gotten much better but still have a ways to go though.
3b. It takes a lot to get to my "anger" breaking point. But when I get there with you, don’t even think that we’ll ever get back tight or anything close to the way we use to be. Unfortunately I know that I’ve mismanaged some friendships(and relationships) because I’ve never put people in their place til it’s too late and then have the nerve to blame it all on them. I’ve come to realize (I guess with age) that I’m part of the problem too. There is such a thing as nipping in the bud.
Thanks to all you ladies and gents for giving me the courage to post on this topic. I know my flaws but it's something quite different to talk about them... feels good to let this all out.
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