I had a dream the night before last about leaving my husband over his refusal to have more children...a promise he made to me before we got engaged and again after we were engaged.
I figured I dreamed it because I have been thinking about it. Having kids is a huge deal. Had he told me he didnt want anymore children prior to being engaged/married we wouldnt have gotten married. I'll be 31 in April. I dont have a lot of time left. I cant just get pregnant either because he had a vasectomy after his youngest son was born so it would have to be reversed (which he told me he would do). I've been praying several times daily for him to have a change of heart.
Needless to say I have a big decision to make after the holidays.
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