[Ggirl617]

QBT-

i am sticking with it to give it a chance. i have been pledging less than a week so these feelings are very recent. there are many positives of eyeliner and i do like them. for me personally, i need to express my concerns to be able to get over them. just forgetting about them doesn't work for me. i came to this community to do that along with my recruitment story because you guys would obviously have the best advice but i do know myself as well

KSU-

of course they won't be.

agreed. however, (maybe unlike you) i need to be able to express my concerns to eventually get over them. i can't just forget about it and move on. I'm sorry i don't mean to be rude but i feel I've explained myself many times. you are a moderator. if the way i am conducting my thread is not appropriate then maybe i should leave. i told everyone how i was going to express myself and i didn't see any concerns. i like that i am able to work through these issues most likely with other girls that have gone through them. i know i am not a blush and i really don't need you to tell me that. i am making the best of it. do i falter? yep. that doesn't really make me someone unfit to be greek, i think. I'm not looking for people to validate my issues. I'm expressing them and getting them out and letting people respond how they wish. it's a process. again, i don't feel I've been inappropriate. it seems as if i can only post positive things about this situation. well there are negative things and i want to get through them. if this is not the place, then so be it. again i really don't mean to be rude and i don't think that i have been, but perhaps this is blunt. also i really don't think the low dues complaint was silly, and i feel as if you're almost mocking me. simply an organization with more money is able to accomplish more in every regard. i don't see how wanting this is silly or wrong. basically i feel as if my "bottom line" is that i am not NOT making the best of it just because i am voicing my concerns

yes, i agree. however i am nowhere close to initiation so i still have plenty of time to think.