here's my opinion...
you're a junior transfer, yes? This is likely your last possible chance to be Greek. If you think it is better to be Eyeliner than to not be Greek at all, then stick with it. If you're constantly going to be thinking about Blush and how sad you are to not be one, then drop. It's only going to bum you out. It's horrible thinking feelings of regret all the time - don't do it to yourself.
Try to focus on the positives of Eyeliner