GREEK PILLARS
You can ave a total of 5 houses this night and i was hoping i would get my favorites back........
and i did!!!!!
Belle
Aurora
Nala
Tinkerbell
Jasmine
Dropped:
Meg
i was soooo happy to get asked back to Nala, Belle and Aurora. the others were great houses too and i had been dropped from Meg a house i didnt feel was for me. so i was a very happy PNM..
though it was exciting to have a full schedule...i had to narrow it down from 5 to my top 2 for that night. really really hard!!!!!! so anyways here's the houses.....
Tinkerbell This house has really nice friendly girls and their theme was so beautiful. but i never felt like i could see my self there. i had talked to a fair amount of girls and not really any of them i felt really cliqued.
Aurora This house makes me so confused. i went into rush with a preconceived notion that i wouldnt like this house. i got asked back and loved house tours. again i loved it even more tonight. i honestly had the best talks with the two girls i met, one being a sophomore. we talked about the most random things that had never come up before in other houses all week. and their presentations about their standards were awesome and in the sisterhood presentation the sister was getting choked up. making me almost choke up too...which was the only house of the entire night that had done this. Love Aurora but still wary just because of the reps that i had set in my mind...btu i really liked them....so yes im confused.
Belle Loved their theme. another one of my favorites. i was paired with a girl i had met before and was a little bummed because we never had a great connection and i wanted to meet new people. but it went okay,a little awkward at times but it happens. thier presentations were so cute! and we helped make gifts for their charity which was so different than the other houses. again the next girl i talked to was okay but she would look around or stare and other places when i talked. she seemed a little distracted but overall really nice. i am still unsure about this house. i had such a good time the first night i still wasnt sure tho.....
Nala Next was Nala. As you know i had always wanted to LOVE this house. but again i never felt totally connected with any of the girls i had met...it just never seemed natural. i thought i could see my self there but i hadnt really loved it when talking to the girls. so i was very confused at this point and was not looking forward to making my decision.
Jasmine Last was Jasmine. I talked to about three girls. a lot was about their house and of the events that go on but not a lot of actual conversation. i got along great with them i guess i jusrt loved the natural convos of Aurora that i just couldnt get it from this house easily. when they spoke of their sisterhood,which was a very cute presentation btw,it really showed that they had a strong bond. i really liked that aspect of their house i just didnt know if it was for me....
So i made the horrible trip back to my rho chi to make prbably the hardest decision i had made that whole week. I knew i wanted Aurora as my top but it was between Nala and Belle to make my 2nd. i thought i would fit with the girls of Nala but hadnt gotton great vibes from the girls. in Belle i know they are super involved and had really cliqued with some of the girls but i didnt know if id fit in with them. my rho chi helped me through it since she coudl see i was freaking out about it and finally reached a decision........
1.Aurora
2.Belle
Bottom 3:
3.Nala
4.Jasmine
5.Tinkerbell
omg sooo incredibly hard and still doubt my self from time to time but i guess i cant turn back now right??? i just hope i find the best house for me and that i made the best decision.......
Pref night tonight. very excited. i heard its more intimate and i will probably ask more about the houses' sisterhood. because i think that my biggest concern is that i wont fit with the house i choose. im probaly freaking out for nothing but idk...its stresssful! but im very excited for tonight