I'd like to have kids but I'm just not
there yet. I still enjoy taking spontaneous vacations with my husband, spending my weekend afternoons at the pool or shopping, and going out for drinks with my friends on Friday and Saturday night. I'm not ready to give that up yet. At the same time, I know that I'm not getting any younger and I don't want to end up waiting too long only to find out that I can't have kids. My husband will finally graduate from his doctorate program early next year and that's when we have to really start thinking about growing our family. I just really wish that I could wait another 5 years or so without worrying whether I'll still easily be able to get pregnant. I know that I definitely want kids but I'm just not 100% ready yet. But I also don't want to wait until my eggs are past their expiration date.
It's a trade off.