hey all
it was a sad day.
i got cut from all the houses that i liked and i ended up dropping out of recruitment. i did go to the two parties i had today to be mature and respectful but i didn't feel a connection with either one.
i am completely devastated right now...words can't even describe how gutted i am. the walk from my last party to my dorm was the hardest thing i've ever done because i had to walk right by the lines of girls for the three houses i loved most. all my dreams about college revolved around being in a sorority and now that is lost. my rho chi said i should try again this spring or next year but i don't think i can go through this again. i've never been so hurt in my life.
this will probably be my last post at gc and i just wanted to say that i am incredibly grateful for all of the help and support i recieved from gc members since i started posting. you all are wonderful and i have no hard feelings towards anyone except myself.
peace & love
giuliana