Thanks you guys. Its just really weird b/c the closest person to me that has died so far in my life was my junior year AP American History teacher. She had a battle with breast cancer when I was in middle school, and they said she went into remission and it was all gone. 4 years later it was back and killed her (which is why I try to help out with the cause). Her death completey devasted the junior/senior classes along with staff cuz everyone loved her. She called all her students her "little chickadees" and would go over a paper with you that she wanted re-done, but what write it for you. You had to love her.
Anywho it was just weird yesterday cuz we were told to talk to her in her coma and I just couldnt. I didnt know what to stay and they said not to cry and I knew I would (which I dont cry) cuz I started to tear up and I was just afriad to touch her for fear Id set something off. So I just sat there in bewilderment kind of and I guess everyone understood cuz no one yelled at me. If I do get any updates I will post. Thanks again.