Once again, I want to say my heart goes out to you, and I'm sorry you had a poor experience. I hope things work out, and I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. Maybe you'll do COB and get a bid, maybe you'll find a club you love and become president, maybe you'll find the cure for cancer
. So many options in college - just find the one that's right for you!
Thanks for posting your story, even though it wasn't a "happy" ending. I think all PNMs, including myself, can take something from this story. You're strong for being able to post it and not whine and bitch, saying "blah blah blah I'm so pissed I hate all greeks".