[TNGirl]

I am in a competitive SEC school, but this sorority, well, I can't even say that I support their philanthropy. It sounds terrible but I don't find it as a good use of my time. These girls do not have a type of personality, in any girl that I've me, that is anything similar to mine. There's been girls in my "parties" that feel the same. We've all listed them last but it doesn't seem like they drop. They're skit just bored me yesterday and during the pref stuff today, I really had no interest and wanted to go to sleep. I feel terrible that I feel like this, but it really is no where that I would want to place myself. My Rho Chi said that if I "suicide" it puts me at a greater risk for not getting my #1 than if I "maximize my options"