I love my sisters and I would never intentionally talk bad about them. Everything I posted i have already said to their faces- I love my chapter and we are very open with eachother. However, i should not have phrased things the way i did. I didn't think about what i was saying or how it would appear to others- which was ridiculously stupid of me considering i posted this on the internet where the entire world can read it. I am so embarrassed and horrified at the impression this must have made on everyone who read it. lesson learned. sorry guys! and thank you for pointing it out to me.