[LadyShaC]

but then i fell out with all the girls cuz i became confused about losing my individuality and about what i was gettin myself into cause some were very VERy disgustingly mean.. man, im talkin bout meaner than anyone i've ever encountered in mah entire life! i get u dont have to be nice and u want to see if im loyal but shit, it dont make no sense for their level of meanness! now we straight up awkward around each other. i want to do this sooo bad and im not gunna just transfer schools to do this. should i just wait until grad school? but won't i miss the experience? doin it in grad school will be wack!