[PhoenixAzul]

Yes, it is depressing and I am depressed. I think it is more depressing for me because it is combined with a number of big life changes (moving back from Scotland sorta-kinda against my will, getting married, graduating again, etc). The lack of jobs is very. very. stressful. I'm not even getting rejection e-mails, just nothing. Sending applications every.single.day. and not getting a single word back.

I've been compensating for it by volunteering and interning in my field,hoping to network that way...but I'd be lying if I didn't think of the money every minute of every hour of every day (OMG, I need insulin, do we have money for that? How many more days til my student loans go into repayment? I'll just not eat lunch today...etc).