[BlueEyes20]

I think I can handle it emotionally; I've been trying to pump myself up for it and maintain a positive attitude..I think one thing that made it terrible last time was the fact that my Gamma Chi or Rho Chi or whatever its called was really angry and mean the entire time.. she came into my room when I was sleeping and started screaming thinking I left wrappers in the hall, haha seriously.
Its just tough ya know. I feel like its a job interview..but its like an all around, everything about you job interview. Do ya'll think the sorority that I bailed out on when it was all I had left the third round is going to automatically cut me? It seems like they would be like forget this girl, she bailed out on us in the middle of rush..or somethin like that.. ahhh..

I forgot to add something.. my school has a policy where everyone gets a bid.. so do you think i'll be cut from all the ones I was cut from first round last time, then cut from the one that I bailed out on..and maybe not cut from the one that had the girl my boyfriend cheated on me with since they cut me second round? ha if that makes sense.. thanks!!