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For clarification:
You are a new member as of this semester and you are in week three/four of your new member program? Also, will you eventually get a permanent "big?"
I feel like (from what I've read on GC) your friends with the amazing experiences just haven't hit that new member depression yet, but they will. Rush is a lot of work and maybe the really good rushers are kind of burned out and you're now experiencing the rest of the chapter in total.
If you were my daughter or friend, I'd tell you to look on the bright side of your experience, which is most of it. PLUS I'd wager that your life will be changed by experiencing the ritual -- it will be a rite of passage for you and a rite of intensification for your chapter sisters.
I dunno, I can't answer as a sorority member, but as a human being, I bet you'll be fine.
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