If you truly want to be in a fraternity, try again. And rush at other houses, also. You like this organization, but maybe there's another one you'll like more if you just check them out.
Also, don't think that you can only hang out with fraternity men during rush. Try to meet as many guys as you can throughout the semester. Talk to them in class. Go to their parties. Attend all fraternity sponsored events. It will be beneficial to you to meet as many of them as possible, and it will probably give you a leg up over the freshmen next year.
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