[justamom]

"Would have-Could have-Should have"....We ALL have them, those moments you described as "self loathing". I don't have any idea what you did or how your sisters reacted, but it's over and done.

If an apology is in order-then do so. If it's a simple case of making an "@$$" out of yourself...well WHO HASN'T. There have been numerous posts on this matter so maybe someone can chime in and give you some sound advice. Unless you are more specific, we can't really help you with damage control.

You are in a difficult position and there will be times you feel seperated from the whole. No sorority is perfect-NOTHING in life is perfect. Sometimes, how you respond AFTER an incident defines you more than the incident itself.