[KappaKittyCat]

Originally Posted by ContimplatingGL

i was very interested in an organization my sophmore yr in college..i never really asked myself why i wanted to join one but i felt as if it would help me meet new ppl and form a sisterhood, i did my research and found one tht matched my personality and caught my eye. i went to their events as much as i could and tried to make myself noticable to them, however im a shy individual so it took me awhile to actually go up to them and make conversation, i guess after getting their contacts and talked to them i was pre-pledging i suppose and i siked myself out and got afraid to continue with it, one day i saw one of the current linesisters and told her i wasnt sure if i was ready and i guess that rubbed on her the wrong way, i havent gone to any events since or called any of them because im too nervous to talk to them and too they are currently making there line for this yr. i doubt they would want to hear anything from me, but i want to join this yr and needless to say they only make a line every 2 yrs so my senior yr will be my nxt chance, idk what to do..i think about it all the time, i dream about it so i know thats a symbol that its for me but my shyness is heavily holding me back. if anyone can tell me what to do, how do i overcome this, and too would it be very bad if i become a little sister to a frat as a backup , because i do want to be in the area of those in an organization

QFP.

Also, IDK, my BFF Jill?

To the OP, get over yourself. Shyness is in your head. Either you've got the guts to join or you don't. Make a decision, stick to it, and move on.