Do you still have your per chicken SWTX? I will occasionally treat pet chickens and find that they are really smart and interesting. I can't imagine eating them
Jenn-have you made any friends from work? If not maybe get to know some of your co workers, invite them to lunch or out for a drink. Have a dinner party at your house. I would think about getting a therapist to talk about things-it really does help (and it would be someone to talk to). I hope you feel better