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finally pref night rolled around and i went to purple first.
purple: i was paired with a girl i had talked to alot earlier during the week. she made me feel so comfortable and remembered a lot of things i had told her. i just had this feeling of belonging all throughout the ceremony and almost cried which is big for me because i don't normally cry over things like this!
blue: all of the girls looked so nice. i was paired with a girl that i hadn't met before so it wasn't as personal as purple but she was still so welcoming and sweet. i could really see myself here. the girls were all so friendly and i knew the bond between all of them was genuine.
i left feeling so confused. i really, truly liked both purple and blue. i knew i could fit in great at either and was just so excited that my hope of being in a sorority was finally almost here!! i sat and thought for a good thirty minutes before i decided to rank them. i honestly was torn, but at the end of the night i had a slightly stronger feeling towards one of them. i ranked them and left, hoping that i had made the right decision and would receive a bid. i was still nervous and worried about my decision but i was exhausted and just wanted to sleep on it and wait for the next morning, hoping i didn't get the dreaded call...
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