[KABillyMac]

As far as going medievil on his ass, yall know me and thats what I WANT to do (oh God, you have no idea how much.....) but here is the thing, let me give yall a little background on me, as relationships are not something that I talk about on here, I more enjoy reading others stories.

In my previous post I mentioned my 5 year ex. That was my highschool and 1 year college sweetheart. It was a completely unhealthy relationship, held together purely by unbelievable sex and popularity. We rushed together, yadda yadda. Im from the farm, shes a millionares daughter. It just wasnt gonna work. Right after her i met my new ex, and that lasted 4 years. There was about a few month span between the two. But when I met this new ex, she was so much diffrent. Honest, trustworthy, and she made me feel like someone, and not as a object all the time. Unfortunatly, a few months ago, I began to neglect the fact that she would always be there. While I was out running with the boys, she was at home watching tv. NOt my choice, but hers. 4 years of neglect weighs on a woman. She left. Best thing I ever had. But you live and you learn from situations like that. You gotta get burned a few times before you can cook a good steak.

So thats 9 years of a young mans life consumed in 2 women. And now, 3 months into being single, I feel like at sometimes, I just snap when I get mad. Moreso than when I was young. I mean for Gods sakes, I chainsawed a tv in half with a chainsaw. And I didnt even tell you guys about what I did to the lawnmower at that party when it wouldnt start.......

Anyway this all leads to something, believe it or not. About a month ago a Panhell girl from campus asked me out. Great girl, some bagage, but nothing major. We dated a little, but right now Im not healed, ya know? And in a drunken rage one night that girl looked at me, and told me that I need anger management. Floored me. I was speechless. When I get angry, people part like the red sea and let me go, no one will even get near me let alone give me advice. So I took it. Shes right. I want to take this whole gun situation and do it up backwoods, but this time, im gonna use my head, go through all the right steps, and let it work itself out. And if it dont, ahem, ok, yeah well. Trust me, Im gonna work it out one way or the other, dont fret about that.

Just a little about me.