[aprocess]

So I was going to write this tonight, but after reading your comments, I couldnt keep you in suspense that long!

I breathed in deep, I needed serena to be on there. I did not know how I had opened up my heart so much in just 4 days. Those girls were seriousily like my sisters. I thought in my head "ok, just open and go!!!"

I op




[phone call one sec]






I opened up my schedule and:

Serena
Marissa

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Ryan: you all saw it coming. I actually was cluelss at the time it happened. I wasnt stressed out about it at all though. I mean, I came to the realization that I was trying to be someone that I wasn't and just felt like I always had to look prestine. I mean, whats a sister if you cant watch gossip girl/the oc in your pajama's with them? [FAST FORWARD: you guys were right. I made a few friends at ryan post-recruitment. they told me that a few girls really fought for me, but ultimately the girl who was talking to me thought it was tacky to talk about another sorority. how was I to know? I thought I was supposed to talk to them as friends. another LEARNING EXPERIENCE/TIP: you are supposed to be their friend. Afterall, they want to be friends with their sisters, but the reality of the situation is that you have only known them for 20-30 min. They have to work hard to make you like them, that you need to output the same energy. For example, if she talked about seth negatively, I would have thought that she-- and the rest of her sorority-- was a (insert b word).]

Seth: Thank the lord oh might! free at last!

Serena: My heart jumped out of place when I saw them on the list

Marissa: It really made me fell so wierd that they were on my list. I was told that I if you only had one recruitment party that day, and you have completed all the events, then youwere garanteed a bid to the sorority on your schedule. I was hoping that Serena would be the only one (or Serena and Ryan), but now I have to suffer through another sleepless night???? lame. And how am I supposed to make myself look uninterested when I already tried?

I walked to my first party, Serena...