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Originally Posted by NiaX
Dear Nikki:
I am still hurt, and still praying. Yeah the other party has someone, so quick after our connection was broke. I want to be like Job in all situations, keep my integrity in tact. So, that is my main purpose of wanting to lay out all the truth and build trust. And, also to make sure that if there is hope in the future, to keep it alive.
But how he had responded to me and called me a screwball yesterday...maybe a golden shower on him would have him to wake up....and to have him realize I am a great woman, and he should want to have a great relationship with me.
Nia
ETA: his father sent me an email with the TD Jakes sermon powerpoint attachment called "Let's Kiss and Say Goodbye". On top of his son stating that his father was the one telling him that I am crazy. If that wasn't your first impression of me, then why make that assessment now? Something ain't right...I know it ain't but I have been advised to leave it be.
I am just hurt, that's all.
I know I am a great woman! Impatient boy.
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(((NIA)) I am so sending you hugs right now! It so easy to say let go and let God than it is to do when you're in the mist. I have come to realize that I will have to kiss a number of frogs before my "King" finds me. It sounds like God just saved you from a headache and you know that what HE has for us is better than we can ever imagine.
Love yourself girl. Your awesome just the way you are and if that fool can't see it...throw the dueces up and roll out..smile
