[Spinderella]

Dear Subconscience,

It is time for you to step up and make some life altering decisions. You are clearly aware that there are people in your life who don't deserve to be. You are not responsible for them and their mishaps. You have permitted the greater good to overule your solid business sense and you have reaped not one shred or reward from the sacrifice.

It is time for you to no longer fear relationship reprecussions if you make decisions that are for the preservation of yourself and those who depend on you. Others who require your help didn't do the same due diligence therefore, you have allowed yourself to be used without their being accountable.

As much as it will hurt to cut off aid, you will find yourself in need of aid and the very people who have sucked you dry have demonstrated, by your observation of their relationships with others, that they will leave you high and dry just like everyone else. Be strong, step up and do what they are too cowardly to do--end the relationships. Cowards know when they have nothing to offer and their self-hate is projected onto those they resentfully need.

Subconscience, as you make these moves, understand that the protective arms of God are around you and He will not let you falter or see your seed beg bread. He is moving things around in your atmosphere and if you simply take shelter in Him, the storm will pass. There will be only temporary destruction, but when you cash in your insurance policy and collect the dividends of the Father, you will find yourself restored 100-fold.

Believe in Him, believe in yourself. The Lord has been preparing you for these moves for the past 4 years by opening your eyes, giving you the gift of discernment and the serenity to let go. You are no longer blinded by emotion; you are keenly aware of what is going on around you and as such, you must apply deductive reasoning and accept that there is no going back to the way it was. The innocence is lost and everyone is grown now.

Your time is now. Subconscience, do not be afraid, walk in the authority that is your swagger.