[millionyearsago]

So it was set of 10 and was going back to:

Giants, Packers, Ravens, Bears, Jets, Bills, Redskins, Vikings, Broncos, Bengals

Not so bad if you ask me.

Looking back considering I was a sophmore with decent grades but not sorority grades I did very very well. I thought this was how it was going to go. I get cut a bit but the majority of the cutting was to be done by me.

I remember some of the girls who were in my rush group and seeing their expressions after walking out of a certain house to be very surprising. I remember seeing this completely stuck up snot waiting outside another house that she was going in and learning she had depledged during iniation week the year before (story about her at the very very end.)

Notice I was invited to all of the jewish houses and I was and am still not jewish. I thought that was strange but not really. I don't think. I figured it would all remedy itself eventually.

Set of 10 was well, I don't really remember. Except I remember asking my favorite house the Redskins if they had to "approve" the guys I date or something to that affect. I was figuring out what a loser my boyfriend was and knew we were going to break up. And I wonder if dating him got out because he was a really effing loser. The Redskins girl who was so cute said of course they don't tell you who you can date. She was actually very cool about that.

The girl I talked to at the Bills gave me a nametag. Even though I had one. And then took it off of me when I left. Looking back I knew it was a code. The name tag on her left hand -- cut me, on her right hand -- keep me in.

The girls I talked to at Vikings -- where all the cheerleaders were from piqued my interest. I was a cheerleader in high school and mentioned that. I also mentioned I woul dlove to try out but I wasn't 120 pounds. I was by no means fat. Simply imploding right infront of one of my favorite houses.

I don't remember any other conversations I had but do not remember getting a sense of me "figuring out" how to play the game. I was still walking through rush aimlessly.