AWWW sweetie I am so sorry to hear that...I understand ya I have had to put 2 pets to sleep one was a doggie that was my moms and I had since I was born and we had to put it to sleep when I was like 7 or 8. It was the worst thing ever. and the next pet I had was a kitty and she got lukemia and we had to put her to sleep
it was awful I loved her more than anything...I feel your pain and youre not in any way a wuss! cheer up
Nichole